Nightmare

Slept quite late yesterday, about 4am, or I should say this morning. Was waiting for my sister to come back. Had IMG(Indo Mee Goreng) tar-pao-ed by my sister before she came back. So... forgivable larh~ XD

IMG DOUBLE XD

Had a terrible dream last night, in that short 5 hours-sleep. Wouldn't want that to happen in my reality. MUST HAVE STRONG DETERMINATION! You can do it! Sigh~

Oops.. Had extra class at 11.30 and ALOT people didn't turn up so the extra class is postponed. Felt so bad for those who woke up early and went early. q:

Pictures taken in the past few weeks and was lazy to blog:

18.07.2008

Went out with Desiree, bought new heels (: makes me same heightey with Desiree!


24.07.2008

Heading to some night market near OUG. Ate Tauhu Busuk. But ended up having dinner at Steven's Corner(expensive mamak stall -.=) inside the pasar -.="


25.07.2008

Part time job at Lagoon's Zazu restaurant for some banquet. FREE flow of liquors and wines(for customers)~ Had a few cups during and after work XD
Knocked my thigh )':

26.07.2008
Was working with friends at KLCC for Gala de Latin(some annual dinner for don't know what company). Didn't like my partner(he has body odour! ><). Work ended at 11. Had short briefing and collected our paycheck (: Then waited for the bus till 12:30! And reached college at 1 something? Ate at mamak till 3 something. Had some good laughter with the DC ppl!


27.07.2008

GREEN Nike sneaker spotted at Bata, Carefour Subang. Price at RM189. Couldn't afford. I am POOR! ):


28.07.2008

My FIRST home-made chocolate tart :D
Ate ONLY ONE PIECE! Damn sad ):

Say (All I Need)

All I need
Is the air i breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Life is much more difficult than what I've expected it to be. But that's our life dude, need to bear with it until you meet Death God.

My life so far is full of ups and downs, especially after I've entered college. I met a lot of different kinds of people- good friends or friends, lovers or enemies. At times, you could be so nice to your friends and the minute you turn around, everything changed. The curve that was on the face went down; the eyes are filled up with emptiness; the heart seems to be having a hard time to breathe.

A piece of my mind:
Save My Soul please
I'm torn apart
I didn't want it to happen
This isn't what I've expected
I've fall from cloud nine
to the hard ground I'm lying now
Tell me why does this have to happen to me

I Hate Everything About YOU!

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you!
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you!
Why do I love you?

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you!
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you!
Why do I love you?

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you!
Why do I love you?
You hate everything about me!
Why do you love me?

I hate

You hate

I hate

You love me

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you?

When I stop thinking about you
My life is BETTER

F&B practical class.

Last night, last minute found my guests. THANKS DEBRA! haha.. She managed to find Ian and his friends to be my guests, how sweet! =]

Today, we're having our F&B practical class. We have a new lecturer called Mr. Mayukh Dewan, from India and Mr. Tay Boon is no longer our lecturer. He did some briefings with us and he's like teaching a bunch of new students, a bit too detailed and naggy. But he did try to make some jokes. "Not bad ah.." I think.

My guests were the first to came in. Got panicked as usual, but everything went smooth... maybe not so smooth but better than all the previous services. We served "wine" today. It's actually just wine bottles with tap water. Haha. I didn't know how to "uncock" the wine bottle. Mr. Mayukh helped me tho.

I'm so proud of myself XD I managed to clear the dinner plates with bb plates together. Well, for me it's a BIG improvement because I never managed to clear the dinner plates with bb plates together! (ya ya, I know... lousy right? -.=) Bla bla bla~ End of service! yeepee. So happy. haha.

"Yesterday was Mayukh's birthday. So later we will make a drama scence that goes: we dont like your class and just walk off. Then Tay Boon will talk to Mayukh and then we shall all go into the kitchen and come out with the cake" Someone told me. Woo.. Cool plan. So we followed the plan and Mr.Mayukh's eyes were watery when he turned around and saw all of us and David holding the cake. Chef Azura said he lost his appetite when David said: We don't like your teaching, we're walking off or something like tht la. Haha. I think HE'S VERY SAD when he heard that from a student from the first class. Pity him kena played prank by all of us. The End =]

After service, we had english class. Ms. Alice gave us Spelling test. My english is BAD! Can't spell 4-5 words. And some other words were spell wrongly. Dammit. Class ended early because of this workshop about How to write a CV/resume. I went.. IT WAS SO DARN BORING and so I did something =D



I used Ivan's wine opener's blade to make it. But ugly sial ><

Random Survey =]

Instructions:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.


1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
我愛的人 (the one i love)


2. How would you describe yourself?
赤地转机 (apa maksud ini???)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
dilemma~ (no I don't like dilemmas

4. How do you feel today?
打開回憶 (opening up the memories..? )

5. What is your life's purpose?
blurry ( I'm living under it but not what i want -.=)

6. What is your motto?
midnight fantasy (fush!)

7. What do your friends think of you?
apologize...(is it really too late to say I'm sorry?)

8. What do you think of your parents?
The Mass (the common people )

9. What do you think about very often?
One day (one day...why not few days? few months? or even few years?)

10. What is 2+2?
To you mine (stupid.. 0 la! haha..)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Unfaithful...(oops =X)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Eternal Flame (Hope he feels the same as i do)

13. What is your life?
Surprise... (yea certainly it does...)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Happy birthday.(hmmm..)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
你是我心内的一首歌(of course...you're the song in my heart)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
With YOU! <3

17. What will they play at your funeral?
No air.........!!! (HAHA! Of cuz i can't breathe, I'M DEAD!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Resolution ( *raised eyebrows*)

19. What is your biggest fear?
千言萬語 (hmmm... nagging? yea.. haha XD )

20. What is your biggest secret?
miracle~ (life could get better~)

21. What do you think of your friends?
男孩像你 (Boys like you.... I wonder)

22. What will you post this as?
Miracle (another singer, same title)

23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
壞愛情 (Bad love.... -.=)



Kinda fun. haha. Hope you'll enjoy (: because you've just been tagged!

Disappointments

Gonna go get my term2 result tomorrow from the exam centre. Saw my Global Average online already. It's not too bad, but it went down compared with term1 ): So I shall work hard for this coming Year End Assessment which I think I wouldn't do well. Gambatte ne!

Some people just don't know how to keep their promise but they do know how to make lies. DISAPPOINTED sial...!

This coming Wednesday!!! Restaurant practical AGAIN!!! I hate service SOOOOOO MUCH! And I haven't found any guests YET... And I just need 3... 12.30pm at L'Escoffier Restaurant. We'll be serving Garden Salad as starter and Grilled steak(beef) as main course. PANICKING! Anyone volunteers? *wide smiles*




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想回到過去，讓一切再重來。

Term3

So, today was our first day at coll for term3. It's kinda boring... as usual. Haha.

O well, nothing special happened. That's so sad.

And I believe that there are rumours around about some people about some things that is not proven. "危言聳聽" is a Chinese idiom saying that rumours created on purpose and in an exaggerating way(not sure is it translated this way). Just don't believe in what people tells you. So you gotta see it with your own eyes. I will soon, see it with my own eyes. Hopefully it will prove me and the rumours wrong. Hallelujah~ Oops... Amitabha! =]

I shall turn into a nerd starting... 2 days later. Wish me luck.

P/S: Cole Gan Xin Mei said that "startin from tomolo.. we..s in me aka monkey..n sonia aka..stil sonia..ll not skip class d.ok?n sonia ll sit on ya left n den i'l sit on ya left n she'l sit on ya right da day afta tomolo"
I'm posting this so Gan will not eat her promise! Haha.

Everything Happens For a Reason

There was a post from my friend, J. It tells us what happened, which is not exactly true. He deleted for some particular reasons. So... the post was basically about our circle of friendship and bla bla bla.

And there's a correction:
1. D feel very sad and blame C that C causes A become not serious in everything. C feel very guilty and sad.

According to D, D didn't put all the blames on C because it's MOSTLY B(A's friend)'s fault(it's very true). D called C for like... around 3 hours++ just to talk about this problem and some other stuffs la(there goes her credits -.=" ).And it's kinda settled so no worries. JUST GO WITH THE FLOW. We'll start term 3 FRESH and it's gonna be a FRESH term for us. And do remember that:

" EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON! "

Below is a convo between J n I:

J says (11:54 PM):
haiz
y
y
why
Everything Happens For a Reason says (11:55 PM):
because
this is how the world would be
full of things that are out of your expectations
things don't usually go the way u want it to be
J says (11:57 PM):
haiz
Everything Happens For a Reason says (11:57 PM):
you must not think that " i don't want it to be like this. why is this happening?"
Everything Happens For a Reason says (11:58 PM):
maybe sometimes you should just let it be
because everything happens for a reason
J says (11:59 PM):
dunno la
dun k la

J was asking why are those things happening to us. J said he regrets introducing B to A but no one will blame you, J. I think B is just another obstacle that A has to overcome(meaning B is a problem that A has to deal with because of the different perspective point of views. A has to convince people that B is a nice girl). I have no idea what am I talking...

My point is that I think C, D and J do not like A being together with B. I think A knows. I think A will ignore it. I think B will not even care.

I used I think because it's not proven. That's all I wanna say so far. __________________________________________________________________________

Afternoon I went to this vegetarian restaurant to have lunch. All the foods are sold only at RM2! Isn't it wonderful? Haha. It's located in SS15. Turn in from shell then turn into Herbs N Food and go straight(I think) .

Chicken Rice

Assorted Mee

Wantan Mee

Free plain water and chinese tea.

This is basically a vegetarian restaurant that sells meat-free food. It's a self service restaurant. After you order, you'll have to go to the counter and take it yourself; After you finished, you have to put all the dining equipments at a corner as told. You can also have unlimited water/ chinese tea for free, self service of course. Tho they sell all the foods for only RM2, but the amount of food was sufficient to fill the stomach.

My thoughts: The tauke was kinda friendly. But he smokes! *shakes head*

Cheong-ed K~

Sing K is one of my favorite pass times. Haha.

So today I went out with Yang, Twe, Tongy, CX(all from my high school) and Jackie(college mate). We had quite some fun. Here are some pros and cons of cheong K:


Pros:
1. Kills time.
2. Spend some quality time with yr dear friends.
3. Release anger/ stress.
4. Improves your singing skill.
5. Show off your skill, e.t.c. ...

Cons:
1. Waste money
2. Too cold sometimes(but you could bring jacket/ borrow scarf)
3. Embarrass yourself(if you're not good in singing, and that is why you need to go more often!)


Well, I had fun. But at the end potong stim la! Wanted to sing Shin(信乐团)'s songs but ngam ngam 6.30 aje, time's up! So sad you know? The next few songs gonna be so shock. Memang potong stim! ><

Everything Happens For a Reason

I got inspired by Nicole's post, "Everything Happens For a Reason"

"I think that god loves me a little too much to let me go through life difficultly. Many things that appear to be obstacles in life are his little ways of protecting me from greater harms."

I do agree on that. Obstacles in life are just god's ways of protecting us from greater harms. Obstacles are something we should not be running away from but to face it. Obstacles are just obstacles. Why should we be afraid of it? Why should we grump or curse at the whatsoever that's happening in our life? We should appreciate god's effort.


I realise that I've been too childish all this time. It's time for me to learn how to Forgive & Forget