The day before THE day...

23rd June 2008

Things happen. Yes I know. Life has it's ups and downs. Yes I know.

Alot of bad things happened lately in my life. I don't wanna mention who and what, but the person itself should know la. But here are somethings I wouldn't wanna keep it to myself.

Supposingly, 2 people are coming over to my house to overnight. Then later on the 3rd person called and somehow asked something and somehow said they 2 are going to her house to sleep. "Owh okay, I'm fine with that."... But without informing me earlier? Can't they be more responsible?

WTH is wrong with that monkey? I'm kinda pissed off by her lately, for her immature thinking and irresponsible attitude sometimes. It annoys me you know. Sigh~~~

There's a Chinese idiom saying:" 當局者迷,旁觀者清". It means that, a person in the situation is blur, but the others are clear about what's happening. Not sure is this relevant or not, but I'm just saying. I see changes in you. You're no longer the person I know in the beginning. You're turning into another person, which I personally don't like. Your this new friend, she's a really bad influence. She's immature and pampered, and you're stupid enough to go and "zhao"(Cantonese: Humour - something like obey/ to please someone by agreeing or doing as what they want) her. I know you don't befriend her because of her money. But I have no idea what are you thinking la(curiosity you said? Can't you see what is she doing to you? And you're still happy about it? I can't stand her IF she does that to me loh! But well, maybe you like it, or maybe just pretending, ONLY GOD KNOWS) . You said it's your life. So okay, live it your way then. I'm just so disappointed at you, my dear friend. I just wanna let you know that this is no more the you that I know. Maybe you're like this since God-knows-when but just that I don't know and I seriously don't like it. I prefer the old you, where I first met you. I think that you should guide her through her life if you're with her and not pamper her just like what everyone else are doing.

*I think I need to control myself more, control my bad temper! Gah!* This monkey's friend is really pissing me off by her very very very very selfish attitude! wtf la... You're rich, SO WHAT?! Don't mess up other's life la. You want everything to be like how you wanted it to be? LET ME TELL YOU! You're living in a world, that is faked by you and your money. You're gonna suffer hell alot later on when you grew up in your life. Kena pampered like queen, attitude also one-kind. I don't like your "that"-attitude, I think some others think so too lo~ My first impression of you was good, those fun to hang around, outgoing, happy-go-lucky type of girl. But I guess there are still some things I haven't seen in you, yet(when the moment I first met you) . But time tells almost everything. I'm starting to dislike you. And I think there are people other than me that dislike you too! So isn't it the time for you to change to a better person? Just like what I'm doing. And I'm pretty sure that your parents would be so touched/ glad that their daughter had become a much better person. DO TAKE MY ADVICE! *Can't help it tho*

My assumption: The monkey will get pissed/unhappy/hate me if she sees this I guess. And the whosoever will maybe deny it or maybe "hire" a bunch of people to come "talk" to me. But this is my life. I'll say what I want!


P/S: All this are just my thoughts and I'm kinda straightforward. This is what blogs are for, to write what you want to say! So if you don't like it, TOO BAD FOR YOU!


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There's a wound in my heart; someone please help me )':

Random

*yawn*

I'm gonna leave tomorrow, to Lumut, at 5am!! omB...

Hope all of us will enjoy our trip over there.

To the others, enjoy your life!

And, Happy Birthday to Ian, Wei Yen and Alvin!! =D




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Appreciate your life, Don't waste your time (:

Festival Court Metrage de Taylor's 2008

It's been a while that I came here. I was too lazy to blog. I took all the pictures and wanted to post all in my blog but well, laziness came and stopped me from blogging. haha. And so, I'll start with the recent most happening event, the..

Festival Court Metrage de Taylor's 2008

This is all about showcasing the short films that we, the DH29, DC29 n CH? people have done! There were all 17 of us participating in this, producing 17 different short films, in our own ways =D It's a compulsory as it's our Moral Studies assignment. All we have to do is follow all the criteria stated and start to shoot our own films about HIV/AIDS.

After all the 17 films we watched, I can't deny, and no one can... Desperate Mouthwash was really a catch! It was almost like a really cool production from the DC students *Round of
applause* .And at the end, as expected, they won the best film award. Congrats!

I stole this picture from Friendster =X

There were a few awards given out.Best director, Best actor/actress, best poster and the merit award accompanying the BEST FILM. Our production house, named TLC Production House, won the merit award, which was really unexpected.

TLC Production House proudly presents you, An End To Loneliness!









Me, posing with THE Merit Award, with my lil bro!


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Back to my story. As a group leader, ya, me... group leader. The making process was... difficult. There were arguments and misunderstandings. Some people do not know what is co-operations, they do not know what is team work, they do not know what is respect. It reached my limit where the other side of me showed up. They never seen me like that before, at least not in the past few months. Wouldn't wanna say it out here =] So yea, the making process were tough! Ideas kept coming n going. We tried to shoot like 395721740 times BUT at the end we decided to use the song-idea, which came to me... like 2 weeks before the submission day?


That day, when I was getting ready to college and I saw this CD on my desk. It's David's and because he knew that I'm a Buddhist, a kinda religious one so he borrowed me this " Cradles in Buddha's Arms" CD few months ago. So i decided to grab the CD and bring it along with me. Buddha blessed me! I played it with my laptop and waalaa~ I found this song --- The End To Loneliness. It was like 90% perfect for our film. So I asked a few of them, couldn't remember if they agreed or not. But since no ideas contributed and if yes, it wasn't acceptable, so I INSISTED on using this lyrics as a guide to our films, like making a music video out of that song using HIV as our theme. I think at first they didn't agreed but well, if a group leader says A, you don't say B! hahaha. just joking, I'm not that bad of course.


After all the taking videos and pictures, in just 2-3 days(you can see it because the main actor is wearing only 2 types of shirts, the purple one and the red one. haha. We came to an end product called: An End To Loneliness. You wanna watch it? *JUST SAY YES! aherm* It's up on the youtube. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYiJdYBAQqI
Here's the link to our film. Hope you'll enjoy (: And say it's nice! haha.


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I can feel the success, no failures allowed

Term Break!

Wooo... guess what? The title says it all! End of assessments and term break has come to the rescue!! Haha.

After sitting for all the papers, I think I deserve some relaxations. You know, like some trips... to LUMUT! Yup, going to Lumut on the 24th =] But I'll be back on the 26th. IF...IF I'm not back on that day or the day after, or the day after that day after 26th, you know what to do. Start crying and pray for me, ok? Or maybe you could pray for me while I'm there so I could come back SAFE AND SOUND? I think the later is the better idea. I'm only 18... not yet... to be mention. I haven't even had my 18th birthday! SO GUYS, do me a favor, pray for me so I'll be back safely ok? =D * hugs*

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Every life lies an end

Sleepy

*yawning* Studying food science... I mean.. reading through the notes only.
Just came back from Genting this afternoon.
I'm sick all because of my very sensitive nose.
Will update soon.
Having food science assessment tomorrow.
Gonna be a piece of dead meat.
Good luck to me!
All the best to the others =]

Tell me what to do.

Two o'clock in the morning,

Some thing's on my mind.

Can't get no rest,

Keep walking around.

Wake up in the morning,

Stumble on my life.

Can't get no love without sacrifice.

If anything should happen,

I guess I wish you well.

A little bit of heaven,

With a little bit of hell.

This is the hardest story that I've ever told.

No hope, no love, no glory.

A happy ending's gone forever more.

I feel as if I'm wasted,

And I'm wasted everyday.

Some parts of the lyrics taken from the song, Happy Ending by Mika, that kinda suits my feeling now. I'm not talking about love life/ relationships but I'm worried about my pathway to my future.

Well, as you all know, I'm pursuing Diploma in Hospitality. But now, I realize that I don't really like what I'm studying, like... front office, housekeeping, serving/ catering. Well, I'm thinking of going back to my first choice, which is Business course. Hmmm... Do you think I should?