dream

I went carefour last night n came back at about 10:15.then i was enjoying the doughnut bought from dunkin' donut...whilst watching tv until 12.well,after that i was playing my brother's game boy sp(i think that's the name?got one more word:advanced.i m not sure what's the exact name.all i know is that it is a device for us to play games =D).mana tau it ran out of batt.and so my mind were thinking about my studies,spm n my future.I'll regret if i don't study at least a lil bit.it makes me feel guilty not studying n letting my parents down.i must get at least 5As..for myself XD cuz my mom promised me if i get 5As or above she'll reward me.hahaha.SOOOO...i forced myself to study SEJARAH!it was horrible..i hate sejarah!haih..but what to do,have to lah~for the sake of passing the subject.at last i cannot tahan n i went to sleep..at about 1:30 i guess..

this is the more interesting part =D it's about my dream I'm gonna tell u:


it was an interesting dream i had last night...err...or this morning?lol..nvm~it was adventurous n fun n nice...hehe...well,it started with i don't know how...n the only part i rmb was:

when i saw a bunch of armies or soldiers were fighting(haiyoyo..violence.haha.)in a mansion.then my friends n i were so scared,we hid under the mattress.it's not those kind of bed-mattress but leaning on the wall-mattress.then somehow the mattress were knocked by 2 soldiers that are fighting n so we ran for our lives.we turned at the corner n when i looked back,there it was.a soldier was chasing behind us.but because of the steel-army-thingy,it made his movement really robotic-slow~haha.then i pretended i wanna run down the stairs(it was those two-become-one kinda stairs) n he got tricked by me(how proud XD hahaha) then i ran back up n caught up with my other friends.

then a girl in the mansion saw us n offered us to hide in her room.she led us to her room.but we have to squeeeeeze in the secret door under the door.get it?the door has a hole at the bottom n we have to squeeze through the hole.how ridiculous.the funny part was the hole cant be opened n the girl went in to the room to open the lock to open the hole -.= that was wierd.why cant we just go in by that door?hahaha..

then that girl's aunt i think or mother,she didn't liked us.she offered us some drinks but the spoons n bowls were darn dirty.we have to wash it..ourself n for her too.then what happened after that?i can't remember already.I hope there's part 2.hehe.

future?

do i have a future?of course i do..but what is it?it's so blur.i just cant expect what will happen tomorrow,or the day after n so on...I can't predict what i can't prevent,plus i'm such a lazy bum.always laze around.i could just do anything other than sitting right in front of the desk to study.maybe i'll put more effort next week.since next week's next week is the starting of the SPM exam.ganbatte!

I'm thinking..what should i study after i graduate from sec school?tourism?marketing?or events?can anyone help me?I hope i wont choose a course that i'll regret studying.cuz it'll just waste my time,my effort n my parents' money.

perhaps i should just wait till those colleges' open days n i'll just decide after that.after i've ask all those doubts in my mind.maybe i should just do it this way!so the only thing i should be worrying now..is SPM.cuz it's just...gosh..i cant stop thinking bout SPM.haih.guess im always the last-minute type of girl~

random

This is the 2nd post i wrote here.i have no idea what to write.what should i write?about the problems im facing for SPM?the stupid exam?haih...im stucked.i malas nak study la!i just cant sit still to study.that's why i'm here...1am in the morning.can't focus on my studies.when SPM is just less than 2 weeks time.NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!HELP ME~STRUGGLING~


O yea..i read cleo mag last few days n i found this quote quite interesting,so i displayed it as my nickname in MSN~heh~
"Getting a kilogramme of meat from a farm to your dinner table causes more greenhouse-gas than driving for three hours. "
Isn't this interesting?haha.I support vegetarian.that's why when i read this article..about the environment,the causes of greenhouse effects...*according to my memory.lol.*i have no doubt in believing it!so ppl,let's eat less meat!good for your health too!alot of toxics is inside those meats~so...let's be part of the vegetarians in this world!=D

terrified?

SPM is the short form of Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia(if i'm not wrong =D).SPM is what we'll face at the end of our form 5's.SPM is what im gonna face in less than 2 weeks time.SPM is....SCARY n FREAKY!!i hate you!stupid SPM.i haven't been studying hard.i cant focus.i cant concentrate.i'll walk around my house whenever i'm studying for few minutes or i'll just knock into my bed whenever i opened the book ><.what's happening!i cant sit still,unless im in front of the comp.haha.

i got my trials' results.it's TERUK. cant imagine if my SPM results r like that.i'll get scolding by my parents.i got only 2 A's in my trials.how "wonderful"~~n the other subjects i got mostly 50+,none failed.LUCKILY.



haih.wish us all the best.us,the spm students!except for those who've been studying really hard,n those borned-to-be-smart-insanely-geniuses~good luck.i'll need all the luck i've got to tembak tembak...during spm.WISH ME LUCK =]